I had fed for so long





by Vincent Jordan





I called you once, said your name

Twice, because in front of myself,

Above my tea, secluded

On the wood of the piano top

Stood you—a proud ballerina,

Hollow and forgot,

Such that as the sun, which had left

For so long, pushed its rays

Through the empty sculpture, behind,

On the magnolia, on the suburban paint

Was cast your figure, complete

With a tight bun and heart shaped brow.


And as I called you, the projection was

Bold, you had been there with me,

As anything could have been if cast

In bronze—a small ancient goddess or

A spider crab, but no, they cast you,

As a ballerina.


I had fed for so long on

That body, that upon the sun being

Broken, by a figure at the window,

I was glad to have met you again

In that sunburst, no more

Alone.